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i haven't updated my lj in so long!
life has been pretty O.K this year...
it's been a whole year this weekend since i've moved into the Corona house. I go to UCR and commute everyday which isn't so bad..although the traffic on the 91 can be horrid somedays..I'm still not completely sure what i want to major in/ do with my life, but i've narrowed it down to bio business, or psych...which is kind of basically ....everything! ah! people at school are really different from anywhere i've been but they're pretty nice and down to earth. I haven't been social at all, i'm more into studying.. I don't think i'm getting the whole college experience living at home but i've learned how dependent i am on my parents. It's kind of sad, but i really can't live without my mom mainly. i've never been away from her more than 2 weeks...which brings me to the next little update..
my favorite aunt was diagnosed with stomach cancer two weeks ago and unfortunately, she's in her last stage...so my mom's leaving me for six weeks and going to Pakistan. I can't imagine what she's going through...losing a sister. I wish i could go with her but i can't leave the quarter incomplete. :( I may never see my aunt again and..it's just been so hard thinking about it....blaaaaaaaah
hmm...what else.. i've been working at coffee bean for the past 7 months and I am so sick of it. need to get a new job...hate my manager.
OH...and i still watch THE O.C. no matter how much of a teeny bopper show it is. I just watched the series finale...it was an AWESOME ending...i don't think they could have ended it any better. My thursday nights will be so boring now...
anybody have any good shows? i need a new one.
I haven't made any trips to HB in a while, and i definitley don't miss it as much. Looking back at these entries is funny because i remember the days i was dying to come back to california...and it's definitley not the same. I really do miss Texas, I think because its where i made my closest friends and attachments during my teenage years. I will always miss hb because it was where i grew up and my whole childhood was spent there and i will always miss plano...its funny how you never realize what you have, until you leave it. I hate it hate it hate it. but life must always move on...and the next chapter has already began...i'm just lacking motivation and interest in making the most of it...
anywayss i need to get up early...
life has been pretty O.K this year...
it's been a whole year this weekend since i've moved into the Corona house. I go to UCR and commute everyday which isn't so bad..although the traffic on the 91 can be horrid somedays..I'm still not completely sure what i want to major in/ do with my life, but i've narrowed it down to bio business, or psych...which is kind of basically ....everything! ah! people at school are really different from anywhere i've been but they're pretty nice and down to earth. I haven't been social at all, i'm more into studying.. I don't think i'm getting the whole college experience living at home but i've learned how dependent i am on my parents. It's kind of sad, but i really can't live without my mom mainly. i've never been away from her more than 2 weeks...which brings me to the next little update..
my favorite aunt was diagnosed with stomach cancer two weeks ago and unfortunately, she's in her last stage...so my mom's leaving me for six weeks and going to Pakistan. I can't imagine what she's going through...losing a sister. I wish i could go with her but i can't leave the quarter incomplete. :( I may never see my aunt again and..it's just been so hard thinking about it....blaaaaaaaah
hmm...what else.. i've been working at coffee bean for the past 7 months and I am so sick of it. need to get a new job...hate my manager.
OH...and i still watch THE O.C. no matter how much of a teeny bopper show it is. I just watched the series finale...it was an AWESOME ending...i don't think they could have ended it any better. My thursday nights will be so boring now...
anybody have any good shows? i need a new one.
I haven't made any trips to HB in a while, and i definitley don't miss it as much. Looking back at these entries is funny because i remember the days i was dying to come back to california...and it's definitley not the same. I really do miss Texas, I think because its where i made my closest friends and attachments during my teenage years. I will always miss hb because it was where i grew up and my whole childhood was spent there and i will always miss plano...its funny how you never realize what you have, until you leave it. I hate it hate it hate it. but life must always move on...and the next chapter has already began...i'm just lacking motivation and interest in making the most of it...
anywayss i need to get up early...