Don't talk no shit, won't be no shit...
Ok, if you have read my blog on myspace, this will make more sense. Short version, SS's ex is bein all selfcentered about god knows what and talkin about me "putting her down" and all that good stuff. You know that Keysha Cole song "shoulda cheated?" Same concept... if ur already being accused of shit, ya might as well go ahead and do it. So I gave her something to read about... So why today does this chick shannon (some psycho that Sterling dated before we met.) IM him and say: "Hey, long time no talk. So, I hear you have a new girl... Suzy says she's crazy. In fact, I better stop talking to you so she doesn't go crazy on me too." ALRIGHTY! This shit needs to end... get on with your life, crazy bitch, and stay out of mine! I, Sterling, and Sterling AND I, are none of your concern. Like, legit... just because you can't make shit work with men, doesn't mean you need to try and mess up thier shit! Lord! Like I said in the blog, just because SHE couldn't hold his attention doesnt mean I have the same plm... Christ. Like, back when she was stalking me, I honestly had a hard time listening to Sterling when he was like, she's crazy, just don't even respond when she IM's you... in fact, when she wasn't lying about being his girlfriend, she's really a very smart and interesting person... she does special education, which is what I was going to school for and we had a lot of cool brief chats about that. And even when I had emailed her a couple months ago to sort some stuff out, she was cool... we joked about football, she was saying she was dating (or stalking, it's all how you define terms I guess..) a Pats fan. I was like, good for you, ya dont know what you're missing, etc... So then this shit burns me even worse. What a fucking fake ASS!! I can't stand that shit! I mean, come on now sybil... get ahold of urself!! man... I'm just soooo irritated! It's one thing after another with this chick! Am I going to fault her for reading my stuff? No, I read hers, but it's not even about "stalking the boyfriends ex," but merely my obsession on myspace... I read EVERYbody's page... what makes u so special? Trust me, as I'm sure you are aware, the world doesn't revolve around you... Like I told her when she came back a few days after we had spoken... decemberish... She said that she felt like she was being dragged into some drama... ok, fine... so I told her that the real intent, was to be able to make some sort of peace... because regardless of how anyone feels about it, Sterling and I are together, and we intend for it to stay that way... so any one who is friends with Sterling, is gonna have to deal with me on some level too. It can't be avoided. I live with him, so you can't go to his house to hang out with him and expect to be able to avoid me... When we both have mutual time off, we are together... (which i guess is more and more rare these days... heh) But whatever, the point is that if you're his friend, you're going to have to deal with me... I told her that my hope was to be able to be civil to some extent, as if she had any intention of being friends with Sterling, we would have to deal with each other eventually... ya, well, stuff that! I know I shouldn't even react... she always seems to manage to make herself look like a jackass without my help... give the bitch enough rope, she'll hang herself... just hope it's sooner rather than later!