hi
well long time no write.
im back yea! arnt you glad! :)
nothing has really changed. except i did soemthing to dustin that i feel really bad about. i wish i could tell him becasue the guilt is killing me, but i know he will break up with me if her finds out. Dustin is my soul mate. i truly belive so. i know what you are thinking (Im only 19) but i really feel something...something alot more then i have ever felt with any guy. If he asks me to marry him, it is a yes. we were talking about it a few weeks ago and he said that it will be soon (we'll see)
I really enjoy my group of friends. i love them with all my heart. I feel bad though sometimes because i dont hang out with them all the time. i am always with dustin but i dont want to have to choose between dustin and them. dustin isnt making me choose its just that i want to see him every day i want to spend every waking min with him. but i also want the same with my friends. my group of friends really dont hang till the night though. so i guess it's all right.
We got a duck today. sarah brought it home from her friends house. it was so nice to se one because when i was a lil girl we would get a chick or a duck for easter. it was really cool.
I picked out a name for my future lil girl. Kayla Marie Keys tell me that u think about it. dustin and i also decided that we like the name josh for a lil boy. we are unsure of that though.
well im off to bed i guess. im not tired. (SHOCK)
peace
im back yea! arnt you glad! :)
nothing has really changed. except i did soemthing to dustin that i feel really bad about. i wish i could tell him becasue the guilt is killing me, but i know he will break up with me if her finds out. Dustin is my soul mate. i truly belive so. i know what you are thinking (Im only 19) but i really feel something...something alot more then i have ever felt with any guy. If he asks me to marry him, it is a yes. we were talking about it a few weeks ago and he said that it will be soon (we'll see)
I really enjoy my group of friends. i love them with all my heart. I feel bad though sometimes because i dont hang out with them all the time. i am always with dustin but i dont want to have to choose between dustin and them. dustin isnt making me choose its just that i want to see him every day i want to spend every waking min with him. but i also want the same with my friends. my group of friends really dont hang till the night though. so i guess it's all right.
We got a duck today. sarah brought it home from her friends house. it was so nice to se one because when i was a lil girl we would get a chick or a duck for easter. it was really cool.
I picked out a name for my future lil girl. Kayla Marie Keys tell me that u think about it. dustin and i also decided that we like the name josh for a lil boy. we are unsure of that though.
well im off to bed i guess. im not tired. (SHOCK)
peace