Dec 30, 2005 16:39
It's journal time again. Not much to say except the holidays are here and almost over and I'm hating my job. It's hard to explain but I'm hating my job because of the customers ( some are rude assholes ) and some of the people I work with aren't exactly the brightest and somehow or another I end up paying for something they should or shouldn't be doing. Vacation is long over due. It's funny when I reflect back on this past year...I mean the things I once cherished seem like a distant memory , or like a faded dream. People have come into my life and left, there are only a select few who have stayed. All last year I hung around Derrick ( friend of mine ), and most of this year too, Ever since he changed jobs I can actually count on one hand how many times I've seen him in the last 6 months. Sad isn't it. I guess at some point people go their separate ways, why they do is completely a mystery at times. The three ladies in my life right now mean the world to me,and they are my mom , Renee and Tabitha. Each one has done so much for me this past year it's truly unbelievable. I can not thank them enough. Also a friend from my past has somewhat come back to my present, Kayla. Life a you all know has a unique pattern for everyone, very little of us understand it while most of us don't. My car is almost paid off , I just got 1 more year, or sooner if I pay more. My best friends are getting a divorce and needless to say looking around I have unfinished business, and would like to know if it can be finished or if a whole new chapter is going to open up in my life. In case I don't get on here tomorrow. Happy New Year to all. I may be drinking by the time The New Year rolls around.
Roy