Ouch
I looked up friends, and saw friends' friends, and saw some names that I haven't seen in a long time, people I knew back in high school.
Wow...I really did cut myself off from all these people, didn't I. Was I really that much of a moron? Or was I just that screwed up and afraid of people really knowing who I was that I ran away as fast as I could?
Some of those names...people I knew and cared about...some of them I loved...do I dare to reach out now, after all this time?
I want to hide in my room and cry...it hurts to see just how unattached I let myself become. It still hurts, even after all these years.
I didn't go to work today. My neck hurt too much. I went to my special doctor, the chiropractor, to fix me again. It helped quite alot...it's nice to be able to move my head again, and to be migraine free. I go back on Tuesday, after work, before class.
Look, signs of cracking!!! Please, keep knocking on their shells...we want baby dragons!!
My belly is unhappy...ought to go to bed now. Yes, sleep good. Prayer good....acceptance good.
Wow...I really did cut myself off from all these people, didn't I. Was I really that much of a moron? Or was I just that screwed up and afraid of people really knowing who I was that I ran away as fast as I could?
Some of those names...people I knew and cared about...some of them I loved...do I dare to reach out now, after all this time?
I want to hide in my room and cry...it hurts to see just how unattached I let myself become. It still hurts, even after all these years.
I didn't go to work today. My neck hurt too much. I went to my special doctor, the chiropractor, to fix me again. It helped quite alot...it's nice to be able to move my head again, and to be migraine free. I go back on Tuesday, after work, before class.
Look, signs of cracking!!! Please, keep knocking on their shells...we want baby dragons!!
My belly is unhappy...ought to go to bed now. Yes, sleep good. Prayer good....acceptance good.