The road can go on for miles and miles
This was a bit of a shock cos when I am emotional you will know it, LOL. If i am unhappy you will be able to tell. Maybe i dont verbally tell people how i feel but my actions and attitudes towards people will be obvious. and Hey i love posting my moods, hello i have a kickass Bones mood theme thats why!!
Time in Toronto is kinda tough at the moment. Work is non-stop and its draining and mind numbing. Clearing and setting tables, ahhh i studied my ass off for years and know Iam working at a restaurant which is so not what i want to be doing. There is nothing wrong with it if you work in one but its not what i want to do with my life so i feel like iam going a step backwards in my life's journey if that makes sense. I think Iam more of an office/business type working girl. I like projects and deadlines and structures and goals to reach. I think thats what i have realised more about myself since i have been out here on my own. The people where i work are great mostly but the work is just not for me. I really need to find another job other wise I am heading home cos i can be able to afford it more at home. Now that I am downtown its over an hour to get to work and its driving me crazy. ahhh i should stop my complaining rant.
I think that I will go to NY if i leave early I really wanna go to some broadway stuff, shopping and just enjoying myself. Something to think about I guess.
OMG BSB
So is Kerra dead? I was shocked, then a little teary but I have a feeling that she wont be dead. Come on she is a main character and she is meant to be 'special' as the episode itself centerd around her. ahhhh need to know. Hope it doesn't mean she wont be in it for ages, ahhh really like Starbuck. She is one kick-ass chick!
OMG I am watching The Three Amigos and I forgot how frakking funny it is. Love it. Love it. Love it. Man I am in hysterics.
Oh I saw The Number 23 the other day and loved it. Jim Carey was really great and it was just a really good thriller. Made me think though cos my birthday is the 23rd and all the stuff that relates to it made me think. mmmm good stuff. Might see Zodiac looks frakking scarey and i love being scared. Dont know why. Whats with the onslaught of thrillers, there is also premonition out soon. mah its all good.
Well i need some SLEEP like NOW! Have work tomorrow, joy! God I am gonna die, i know i sound pathetic but its been hard. I know no one and I hate work. I miss my friends and family heaps lately.
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