when things are tough
and i just need to let it out somehow. listen to some music, cry, scream a little.
life is so frustrating at times, even more so when you share this path with others, yet they don't seem to be falling in ditches and tripping over rocks like you do.
it's like we're birds, and their wings are spread long and wide, soaring gracefully towards their future, while mine are mangled, broken, healed incorrectly, and i can't gain flight. instead, i come crashing into the ground repeatedly, because no matter how hard i try, i can't fly with these broken wings.
i don't want to fall behind. i feel already i'm slipping, my hold on this reality is tired of my cumbersome delay, the way i hold time back from moving forward, because i don't want to be alone again.
i just want the opportunity to fix these wings, to build up my structure, so that i may fly next to all of you.
so i can succeed.
please.
life is so frustrating at times, even more so when you share this path with others, yet they don't seem to be falling in ditches and tripping over rocks like you do.
it's like we're birds, and their wings are spread long and wide, soaring gracefully towards their future, while mine are mangled, broken, healed incorrectly, and i can't gain flight. instead, i come crashing into the ground repeatedly, because no matter how hard i try, i can't fly with these broken wings.
i don't want to fall behind. i feel already i'm slipping, my hold on this reality is tired of my cumbersome delay, the way i hold time back from moving forward, because i don't want to be alone again.
i just want the opportunity to fix these wings, to build up my structure, so that i may fly next to all of you.
so i can succeed.
please.