if I ever leave this world alive, well thank you, for the things you did in my life
--So, the brown hair is a hit. Everyone who said they love it and left me comments, thank you :o)
I had a pretty satisfying week. I hung out with Katie almost everyday. I saw Katie, Steve R, Steve N, Megan K, Nicole and a few others over the weekend. I had fun. Saturday, I slept all night as soon as I got off work though. Other than that, it was rad. I went to my dad's yesterday when I got off work, then went to sleep when I got home. Yeah, so I missed like 5 calls and texts cause my phone is STUPID!!!! Guh, I need a new one.
I started working on my Memory Book for English, like hardcore. So far, I have chapters 1 and 2 completely finished. I also have the "I'm really in love this time" chapter finished. I wrote about the 2 ex's of mine that have made the most differece in my life (those close to me know who they are).
Also started the chapter "I wish I could see _____ again". At first I didn't know who to write about, then I knew for a fact who it had to be. I never had a best friend like her, and to this day she knows more about me than any person on this planet. She had the biggest effect on me, and should know how much her friendship meant. When I hear certain songs, there's not a moment that goes by that I'm not thinking about our nights out in the middle of winter, or 3 AM visits to Eat n Park, or sleepovers with her group of friends, or random road-trips on a whim. If I have even half the impact on someones life that she had on mine, I will be very, very happy. And one day, if I ever do have a daughter, she'll be named after her. I don't think I'll ever meet another friend like the one I had when I was 16. I've said terrible things, and I wish I could take them all back. If I could fix what happened between us, I'd do it in a heartbeat. I wonder if she still thinks about how we used to be as much as I do...
Away from the emotional Lyra-side, I went to Wal*Mart with Christina this evening to pick up things for my memory book. Afterwards we went to Chris's house to visit him. I don't know, he's all, attractive, and I feel like, well I don't know, I sorta feel bad he's going to prom with me just because of the fact I'm not that pretty. Wow, I'm very anti-me right now.
Anyway, after Wal*mart I picked up Nichole so she could go spend the night at Christinas, so I'm picking those two tomorrow morning for school. Yeah.
Eww yeah, I had a cavity filled today, and it was a bitch! I haven't had one in like, 8 years. And this one is in between 2 teeth, so if it gives me trouble even with the filling I have to get a root canal. Yuck. And I hung out with Courtney for a bit too. Got our eat on at Ponderosa. PURPLE!! haha
I need to get cracking on my wedding project for Doyle. Andy and I really need to get together to finish this shit. Stupid project.
I hate boys. I wish I could get him out of my head. He's so not worth it.
Goodnight--
Should've said something but I've said it enough, by the way my words were faded...
I had a pretty satisfying week. I hung out with Katie almost everyday. I saw Katie, Steve R, Steve N, Megan K, Nicole and a few others over the weekend. I had fun. Saturday, I slept all night as soon as I got off work though. Other than that, it was rad. I went to my dad's yesterday when I got off work, then went to sleep when I got home. Yeah, so I missed like 5 calls and texts cause my phone is STUPID!!!! Guh, I need a new one.
I started working on my Memory Book for English, like hardcore. So far, I have chapters 1 and 2 completely finished. I also have the "I'm really in love this time" chapter finished. I wrote about the 2 ex's of mine that have made the most differece in my life (those close to me know who they are).
Also started the chapter "I wish I could see _____ again". At first I didn't know who to write about, then I knew for a fact who it had to be. I never had a best friend like her, and to this day she knows more about me than any person on this planet. She had the biggest effect on me, and should know how much her friendship meant. When I hear certain songs, there's not a moment that goes by that I'm not thinking about our nights out in the middle of winter, or 3 AM visits to Eat n Park, or sleepovers with her group of friends, or random road-trips on a whim. If I have even half the impact on someones life that she had on mine, I will be very, very happy. And one day, if I ever do have a daughter, she'll be named after her. I don't think I'll ever meet another friend like the one I had when I was 16. I've said terrible things, and I wish I could take them all back. If I could fix what happened between us, I'd do it in a heartbeat. I wonder if she still thinks about how we used to be as much as I do...
Away from the emotional Lyra-side, I went to Wal*Mart with Christina this evening to pick up things for my memory book. Afterwards we went to Chris's house to visit him. I don't know, he's all, attractive, and I feel like, well I don't know, I sorta feel bad he's going to prom with me just because of the fact I'm not that pretty. Wow, I'm very anti-me right now.
Anyway, after Wal*mart I picked up Nichole so she could go spend the night at Christinas, so I'm picking those two tomorrow morning for school. Yeah.
Eww yeah, I had a cavity filled today, and it was a bitch! I haven't had one in like, 8 years. And this one is in between 2 teeth, so if it gives me trouble even with the filling I have to get a root canal. Yuck. And I hung out with Courtney for a bit too. Got our eat on at Ponderosa. PURPLE!! haha
I need to get cracking on my wedding project for Doyle. Andy and I really need to get together to finish this shit. Stupid project.
I hate boys. I wish I could get him out of my head. He's so not worth it.
Goodnight--
Should've said something but I've said it enough, by the way my words were faded...