mindless nothings...
I went on a book shopping spree today. Bought 4 books at a shot, and it made me strangely happy.
Now just to find some time to sit by the pool and read them? I need another holiday. Work has been crazy and I'm at the point wondering if it's all worth it.
If I really should be working that hard. Cos yes, the recognition will come, but then so what.
And I wonder if this feeling is arising because I feel I have something to prove, but I haven't quite figured it out yet. So I'm working hard blindly.
Or maybe it's cos I'm feeling competitive, but I don't actually want to be.
Is any of this making sense?
It's frustrating cos I can't seem to be articulating exactly how I feel, or what's bugging me.
Argh!!
Now just to find some time to sit by the pool and read them? I need another holiday. Work has been crazy and I'm at the point wondering if it's all worth it.
If I really should be working that hard. Cos yes, the recognition will come, but then so what.
And I wonder if this feeling is arising because I feel I have something to prove, but I haven't quite figured it out yet. So I'm working hard blindly.
Or maybe it's cos I'm feeling competitive, but I don't actually want to be.
Is any of this making sense?
It's frustrating cos I can't seem to be articulating exactly how I feel, or what's bugging me.
Argh!!