It'll be better in the end.(so I hope)
Here I am again, wondering what causes me to feel what I have lately, and what made me say the things I've said. Things could've probably been better, but I had to go and open my mouth again. However, something inside tells me it's better this way. For some time now I may have been denying myself what I truly wanted. Is this what I want? Time can only tell. I hope this is the right thing to do.