May 17, 2009 19:01
Hm...so. Here it is the last week of school and to be honest I'm pretty bummed. I met this boy a few months back and well have just come to terms with the fact that I like him. This is the first boy I have liked and gotten butterflies in my stomach from since Hayden probably. To be honest, I could see it going somewhere but timing is apparently all wrong. I wanna tell him whats up and how I feel but I don't know if it's worth it at this point. Goodness. If anyone has any advice on the situation or whatever LET ME KNOW. To be honest, I am just not too smooth with the men haha. Anyway, I'm a bit scared to go home. I just dont want to be par of the drama. Not to generalize but when I'm here in Chico I don't have too many worries at all because people just trip over their shit, usually school, too much to focus on "this person fought this person" or "this girl keyed this girls car." I'm ready to have a down ass summer with barbecues, beach, beers and good people. Who wants to join?