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i thought the office was really cute tonight. i miss watching it regularly and then talking about it with Jared or Kate. discussions that seem imature and simple but i miss them entirely. the simplicity of how everything used to be. and how i would wish for something else, more complicated structures of living to fill my mind and pass the time when i felt alone. and now, i don't do almost anything without it being complicated but i think i adjusted too well to it that even when i stand alone after lunch i'm still maintaining feelings of content.
i suppose a few months ago i hit a bottom and i've been building one stair after another each day.
Daly comes by almost everyday and its nice to have company and to laugh. i talk to Jared now almost every day also. we're planning a weekend after my birthday to hang out. it will be over a year since i've seen him actually. i've never kept friends whom i didn't see for that long.
Maybe i'll take the day of my birthday off (a monday).. we'll see, because i miss you.
did you know i was born on a Tuesday
Every night when the sun went down in the town where we lived
The empty streets were lit up by reflected light from a distant sun
Bouncing off a glowing ball of rock and we just laid on the roof
And watched the moon, the moon, the blue light of the moon
We didn't talk and silently we both felt powerful
And, like the moon, my chest was full because we both know
We're just floating in space over molten rock
And we felt safe and we discovered that our skin is soft.
There's nothing left except certain death
And that was comforting at night out under the moon
I went out last night to forget that
I went out and stared it down
But the moon just stared back at me
And in it's light I saw my two feet on the ground