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I'm thinking about making my journal friends only, but i don't know yet. A lot of my friends that don't have an LJ read my journal occasionally. Hmm. There are just some people i don't want reading it. Anyway, i'm supposed to be going to Courtney's on Saturday and spending the night with her and going to church with her. We're gonna go see John and one of his friends on Saturday. I don't really want to. He's all like, "i love you." and i hate it. The only person i've ever loved, the only person that i would give my life for is Andrew. Not John. I was thinking about all the times i pushed Andrew away, and how we're still here. He never gave up on me. After 5 years, this is where we are. We're still strong, but not as strong as we were. It's amazing to think that we've held onto each other for 5 years. When we lost touch because of me, i constantly thought about him, but i didn't have the nerve to let go of my pride and call him or e-mail him.. or do something. Kinda effed up, huh? I'm just glad that i've changed. On to something else...
Sam still won't leave me alone. He keeps calling me making up lame excuses to call. I blocked his number on 1294, and he called the other one. I never gave him my other line.. so that's kinda weird. But that's ok because no one ever answers that line because someone is always online.
I'm so bored.
Sam still won't leave me alone. He keeps calling me making up lame excuses to call. I blocked his number on 1294, and he called the other one. I never gave him my other line.. so that's kinda weird. But that's ok because no one ever answers that line because someone is always online.
I'm so bored.