Beware... i'm ranting again...
Somebody please remind me why i'm back to school.
i'm so sick of it.
Nothing seems to go into my head.
recorded lectures are darn freakingly soft!
tutorials and labs are mind draining..
why is this taking up so much of my time?
it's supposed to be part time study...
doesn't feel like it.
i'm just frustrated!
those who think of part time study...
good luck to you
you don't know what you're in for.
be prepared to:
read in the train/bus or whenever you can squeeze in time to just read a lil bit of notes or do your readings
late nights = less sleep
make sacrifices (i can't train in peace)
training has started.
school timetable isn't friendly.
the next unit needs me in school for 3 weekday nights in school and it coincides with training days.
but i still can go for sunday trainings.
hmmm... can't participate in any personal races next year. maybe only 1 or 2 and that's about it.
just missed tribob's early bird registration for the whole package. sian!
maybe i'll wait for tri-factor. we'll see how it goes.
A friend's mother just got called home.
At least now she is resting in peace with the lord.
It brings me back to the time when i lost my father.
sometimes, i just don't want to grow up.
Knowing that i have to deal with death of a family member or relative.
but all that is happened.
I can say " I know what you're going through." "I know how you feel and i know what you're thinking." "i've been through it before."
Some had their chances of making things right before their loved ones died.
Or doing something for their loved ones.
whereas i haven't and never had the chance to.
you had the time to prepare for her death.
i didn't.
Living in regret and the guilt that no one will ever understand how i feel even after 1.5 years after the passing of my father.
i never got the chance to say what i really felt about the present he left behind for me.
i still cry about it and i miss my father.
why did he have to leave! why did he have to die
I think my mother is happy now. how long can her happiness last?
now that she has a new companion. and she's secretive about it. doesn't want to let anyone know about him.
I hate to see that she's happy when i'm not at all.
ok i'm childish - whatever~ not going to change.
ok enough ranting.
i'm so sick of it.
Nothing seems to go into my head.
recorded lectures are darn freakingly soft!
tutorials and labs are mind draining..
why is this taking up so much of my time?
it's supposed to be part time study...
doesn't feel like it.
i'm just frustrated!
those who think of part time study...
good luck to you
you don't know what you're in for.
be prepared to:
read in the train/bus or whenever you can squeeze in time to just read a lil bit of notes or do your readings
late nights = less sleep
make sacrifices (i can't train in peace)
training has started.
school timetable isn't friendly.
the next unit needs me in school for 3 weekday nights in school and it coincides with training days.
but i still can go for sunday trainings.
hmmm... can't participate in any personal races next year. maybe only 1 or 2 and that's about it.
just missed tribob's early bird registration for the whole package. sian!
maybe i'll wait for tri-factor. we'll see how it goes.
A friend's mother just got called home.
At least now she is resting in peace with the lord.
It brings me back to the time when i lost my father.
sometimes, i just don't want to grow up.
Knowing that i have to deal with death of a family member or relative.
but all that is happened.
I can say " I know what you're going through." "I know how you feel and i know what you're thinking." "i've been through it before."
Some had their chances of making things right before their loved ones died.
Or doing something for their loved ones.
whereas i haven't and never had the chance to.
you had the time to prepare for her death.
i didn't.
Living in regret and the guilt that no one will ever understand how i feel even after 1.5 years after the passing of my father.
i never got the chance to say what i really felt about the present he left behind for me.
i still cry about it and i miss my father.
why did he have to leave! why did he have to die
I think my mother is happy now. how long can her happiness last?
now that she has a new companion. and she's secretive about it. doesn't want to let anyone know about him.
I hate to see that she's happy when i'm not at all.
ok i'm childish - whatever~ not going to change.
ok enough ranting.