After all this time...
This week is going to be HELL!! There is no way of getting around it! Absolutely terrible! We have finals so ... call a VSU student and brighten their day... and don't get upset if they sound aggravated and like they don't have time for you! Trust me, they will still appreciate and love you for the call. Our Christmas party at work is tomorrow! Adam and I have decided to go drunk... YES! It is gonna be fun... granted I have entirely to much to do this week to be getting drunk and partying... but guess what? Don't care! I'm making an exception!
I didn't even want to come home tonight... mainly b/c I knew no one else would be here. Being alone with my thoughts really isn't good. At least not lately. Usually I like my me time, but lately it has been to hard. I dont' know what is wrong with me. I'm still so emotional! Oh and I think I have a stomach ulcer... seriously it hurts so bad... and Brenda (who has one) described my symptoms to me perfectly and then the home remedy/reliever she gave me worked. I'm not surprised seeing as how stressed out I have been! I was hurting so bad yesterday I was in tears. We had the best time today though... we were all just playing and fucking around all day, cause we weren't that busy. But here I am at home and I feel depressed again. I really need to get a hold of this... I hate being like this... I know what I should do about it. But it is simple. I don't want to...
I didn't even want to come home tonight... mainly b/c I knew no one else would be here. Being alone with my thoughts really isn't good. At least not lately. Usually I like my me time, but lately it has been to hard. I dont' know what is wrong with me. I'm still so emotional! Oh and I think I have a stomach ulcer... seriously it hurts so bad... and Brenda (who has one) described my symptoms to me perfectly and then the home remedy/reliever she gave me worked. I'm not surprised seeing as how stressed out I have been! I was hurting so bad yesterday I was in tears. We had the best time today though... we were all just playing and fucking around all day, cause we weren't that busy. But here I am at home and I feel depressed again. I really need to get a hold of this... I hate being like this... I know what I should do about it. But it is simple. I don't want to...