Blessed...
*Thinking about this semester I need to get out what I am thinking before I forget about it. Yes, it will happen because my mind is too full of facts that there is not much room for other thoughts. I know that I was writing throughout this semester that I wanted to be lawyer, well that has passed. I don't have the drive for it. Granted, I wanted to become one because of hard times some kids I knew were going through and I saw how their lawyer was being horrible to them, however I do not think that it is my calling. I can still help them although I am not a lawyer. Another aspect that was driving me to become one was money. I have learned this semester that if you try to get personal gain, often times you lose it. I heard once that the things in life that you hold with clenched hands are the things you will lose, likewise the things that you hold with your hand opened to the Lord are the things that most likely will stay with you. Powerful.
*This year definitely isn't the way that I thought it would be, the Lord has blessed me greatly. I was thinking about it today and He is so personal with His children, it is wonderful. I love the fact that He knows everything that I am going through and will always be there for me. It is such a comforting thought. It makes me less stressed about my life. Realizing He is in control, makes this semester easier to get through. I had such a bad attitude about my Methods class, yet He brought people into my life who helped support me through it. Even the people who work at Quarles...although I haven't gotten the free coffee yet, it is a great place to go when you are stressed. The little things in life have been striking me lately.
*Alright, other then that I am still pondering stuff. I am thinking about some things right now and I need to figure out what to do, I think I just need to pray. It is crazy who and what the Lord brings into your life when you are least expecting it. So after a lot of thinking, thinking, thinking and thinking...oh yeah and add a lot of talking in there...I will be good. I know what I want right now, but is it the best thing? I guess I will just let God reveal Himself to me. And I will wait.
*This year definitely isn't the way that I thought it would be, the Lord has blessed me greatly. I was thinking about it today and He is so personal with His children, it is wonderful. I love the fact that He knows everything that I am going through and will always be there for me. It is such a comforting thought. It makes me less stressed about my life. Realizing He is in control, makes this semester easier to get through. I had such a bad attitude about my Methods class, yet He brought people into my life who helped support me through it. Even the people who work at Quarles...although I haven't gotten the free coffee yet, it is a great place to go when you are stressed. The little things in life have been striking me lately.
*Alright, other then that I am still pondering stuff. I am thinking about some things right now and I need to figure out what to do, I think I just need to pray. It is crazy who and what the Lord brings into your life when you are least expecting it. So after a lot of thinking, thinking, thinking and thinking...oh yeah and add a lot of talking in there...I will be good. I know what I want right now, but is it the best thing? I guess I will just let God reveal Himself to me. And I will wait.