Jan 28, 2012 22:07
Being a parent sure is a challenging task...no matter how ahead you think you are. It seems all ages have there trying stages. You try to do the best you can and it just seems you always feel like you need to do better. I've been dealing with my son who is in 1st grade he seems to be having behavior issues. Very mouthy and constantly not listening. I seem to have become like my mom, something I tried not to be like in many areas. I try so many things to work thru this issue but still I battle with his behavior issues.
Then there are those parents that don't do crap and they think its OK to not put a child's needs first.
How is laying around and sleeping when you have a child to care for an OK thing? I always beat myself up cause I want to be better and I know I can. I think I do a decent job being a mom regardless of dealing with his issues.
I know I wish I could lay around and do nothing but I also know my son is young and he depends on me and wont be little for long.
I breaks my heart when even a kid tells you hes use to not eating to noon time when hes been awake for hours.
I love my son and I just hope in time we will get thru this bump and get on the same page. I just pray this isn't a preview to what he's gonna be like in his teen years because then I may have to drink regularly...lol