be still my heart
i know i haven't updated in a while.. sorry about that.. so, as of friday night i'm no longer with katie.. we broke up.. it's really sad.. i cry a lot now.. a lot more than i normally do.. that's saying a lot.. everything is really hard.. everything that reminds me of katie makes me cry.. i manage to get through the first part of the day at school.. but i have my last two classes with her.. and that can be really hard sometimes.. i feel like crying right now.. not that any of you care.. no one ever reads this stupid thing anyway.. katie used to.. wow.. i'm just gonna go before i really start bawling or something..