Jul 03, 2005 15:11
I feel like poo..........
Just letting everyone know, I apologize that I hang out with Austin so much! I don't mean to, really i don't! This past week everyone was away and I didn't know what to do?!?! I know Sarah, you were home! I feel like poo because I knew you were. I'm really sorry you all and if you hate me then fine! But I'm saying I'm sorry because I know that I've done something wrong and I want to make it right! I'm sorry...I hope you can forgive me....
I just want to tell everyone, if I have ever hurt you in any way, any way at all, I'm sorry. I'm apologizing to you, to all of you, because I know how it feels to be hurt. I've really started to notice that I hurt people but they just let it slide. I don't want you all too just let it slide anymore. If I hurt you please let me know so I can fix it! Please do that for me! I'm sorry, really I am!
I have so much on my mind. I can't tell you because it's personal and I don't want anyone to know. I know you may want to help but you can't because you wouldn't understand. I'm sorry, but it's the truth. Don't ask me any questions, just know that I have a lot on my mind and I'm trying to fix things.
I love you all so much. Thank you for being here for me through all my highs and lows. I love you...good night.