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For those of you who did read my last entry, ignore it. I decided to delete it. What's the point in expressing my problems in a journal for everyone to read? I don't want sympathy and it seems when I do that that's what I get.
I've decided basically to sum it up, that I'm just going to focus on myself. I actually made it through work today pretty well. I only teared up in the beginning because they were all asking me what was wrong. But once I told them, I just brushed it off and went on my way. And I laughed and actually felt good about myself. All I needed was a new atmosphere.
Looks like Panera tonight with the guys from work. I don't need to sit in my apartment and ponder. I need to take the advice my mom gave me. Don't stress for the next 2 weeks. I'll give myself a freakin emotional breakdown. Now granted I don't think I'm going to not think about it and cry on occassion because I know I will. I'm just taking things day by day.
To be quite honest, I'm glad to be going home. All though I will be going into something I don't want, I'll have the security of my family. And my mom promised that she'll let me come up to Orlando as much as I want(when I don't work of course), but only AFTER I get my car fixed.
I'm really glad I do have someone to talk to who has gone through this. I think that's what I need. Someone who can share the same things, and give me advice as how to overcome it. Thanks.
Well I'm off.
Oh, and by the way------
Michael Jackon is NOT GUILTY on all 10 accounts. Ya.....
I've decided basically to sum it up, that I'm just going to focus on myself. I actually made it through work today pretty well. I only teared up in the beginning because they were all asking me what was wrong. But once I told them, I just brushed it off and went on my way. And I laughed and actually felt good about myself. All I needed was a new atmosphere.
Looks like Panera tonight with the guys from work. I don't need to sit in my apartment and ponder. I need to take the advice my mom gave me. Don't stress for the next 2 weeks. I'll give myself a freakin emotional breakdown. Now granted I don't think I'm going to not think about it and cry on occassion because I know I will. I'm just taking things day by day.
To be quite honest, I'm glad to be going home. All though I will be going into something I don't want, I'll have the security of my family. And my mom promised that she'll let me come up to Orlando as much as I want(when I don't work of course), but only AFTER I get my car fixed.
I'm really glad I do have someone to talk to who has gone through this. I think that's what I need. Someone who can share the same things, and give me advice as how to overcome it. Thanks.
Well I'm off.
Oh, and by the way------
Michael Jackon is NOT GUILTY on all 10 accounts. Ya.....