Jun 05, 2005 22:11
So let's see how i can update, i'll give you the abridged version. Those of you who actually talk to me probly know all this, and the intimate details, but i guess this is for those who's only idea of my life is via LJ. So, as is the usual way for me, i've come to some really cathartic realizations int he last few weeks. i've somehow finally gotten a really firm grip on my own self-confidence, which has had an interesting an wonderful ripple effect on many other things i've been really struggling with. All the things i used to think about myself, and know, i now truly believe. for the first time i feel like my confidence and pride in who i am, and what i can be, i simply unshakeable. Something really amazing has happened, and it's just different now. Aside from that it's been somewhat routine,a nd i'm sort of re-establishing myself socially. i've been hanging out with people one on one a lot lately, and i feel like that's been really good. Lauren and I have been getting much closer, as well as my friendship with Tara. i've been reconnecting with people i haven't seen a lot of lately, and as a result of traveling so much, i feel like i'm in a continual state of coming home and leaving. or at least for the last month. i've been spending some time with an old flame, and that's been interesting (if you need more details on this you have to call me;). in terms of my art, that's been going really well. it seems that i have a couple group shows coming up later in the summer, as well as a project i'm working on for the Micro Museum in brooklyn. i'm starting an internship with a prop fabrication/window display studio tomorrow that um...will i guess continue when i get back form Colorado. OH, that's important, so i'm going to Colorado June 10, and wont be back until july 3. i'm going to visit my mom, go to Sun Dance, and generally get some R&R along with a fabulous tan. i've decided to stay in my apt in BK, so when i come back, i'll be here um...indefinately. Anyway i think that covers the basics of the past...few weeks or so.