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wow i haven't updated in a long time... where do i even start?
field hockey is sadly over. we had a great season this year! we won the most winningest season since 1999. so go TU!
ummm... i still work at the beck which isn't turning out to be too bad. work is work.
changed my major. no longer studying psychology... now its exercise science. i'm really interested in athletic training or even radiology. so if ya break something, i can help ya out. school sucks as usual.
classes are way entirely too hard. but i guess i'll make it one way or another. i hate classes, love college.
ummm jennifer is 6 months pregnant!!! i can't wait for little ol allison jane amos!! i'm so excited! jennifer is getting so big too. i guess thats what preggers will do to you though.
my new best friend here at TU is awesome! i still love liz and i'm guessing everything is fine between us but we've kind of faded out this year. i know i'll always have her. but chrissy and i have the most random nights its crazy! no longer do i ask "what are we doing tonight?"... i already know. its great. that place is now my second home. they've taken me in. its my escape from transy. well probably b/c chrissy and i are the only transy students there. everyone else goes to UK or LCC. they took us in and have been there when most are not. i know they're a rough crowd but who eles gives me a place to stay after a long night out or food and money when i don't have any? i love those people.
i miss my friends at home. things are not the same. we've drifted apart. i knew it would happen but damn. i feel like our huge group from male aka "the crew" has been divided. i guess being as i don't go to murray i'm not included as much anymore. i guess thats cool. i'm not mad at anyone for that. i understand actually. i'm just saying it would be nice to have everyone around again. i feel like being as i'm the only one that went to transy, i'm left out. i may have branched out too far. i don't know. its sad when you're "best friends" which used to be a group of at least 30 some people has been drastically narrowed down to maybe 3. ugh i don't know. i just miss you all.
we're moving. don't want to but i don't have a choice. so yeah... before long i won't live out by the summit anymore. mom and i are getting an apartment somewhere. so i'll keep you posted on that and yeah... come visit.
still don't have a boyfriend. nor am i interested in anyone. not that i don't want to be but i just don't really feel like it. i don't know what that means but yeah. i don't want to have to look for a guy. if i look then i'll probably pass someone up. i'm not in a rush. i just want someone who will love me even for my flaws. i've done some serious growing up since my last relationship. i really think i've changed. i still really miss my ex but i'm guessing he is doing just fine without me. i haven't heard from him in forever. i just hope he knows i'm sorry for all the bullshit and yeah. i miss him sometimes. so i wish i'd find that guy... ya know? the one guy who changes everything for you? yeah i'd like to meet him. or maybe i already have and just didn't realize it until it was too late.... ugh i hate this game. i'm no good at it.
i think i found a new roommate for next year. i think. she is super cool. so we'll see how that goes.
i hate christmas time. it just reminds me of my dad and thats no fun. el and i went to see him the other day. it was kind of funny actually b/c we couldn't find his grave. i had to call me mom b/c we were lost in resthaven. oh well.
i don't know if you've heard but a girl i graduated with died in a car accident this past weekend. ashley robbins. she was such a sweet girl and i'm so upset she had to die so young. its just not fair. her, lauren lotz, and i were all close our senior year in ms. sanders class. i went to her visitation and it was just so sad. the look on her ex's face was so sad. he looked heartbroken. i know i would be too. if anything happened to him i'd be there in a heartbeat. i'd die if anything happened. so yeah... i miss you ashley.
so yeah... i really think thats about it for now. maybe i'll attempt to keep updated more often. byes~*