I can't remember to forget you
The past week has been one I would love to forget but in a strange way, one I want to remember. So much has happened. I'm training a girl at work, which is really frustrating because I take for granted everything I know about that place. . . and I get frustrated when she doesn't understand what I'm telling her. It's so weird because she's going to be replacing me. My last day of work is August 15th, I think, and it's going to be strange because I've spent so much time there in the past three years, and then one day, I'm done. I'm excited though, to finally move on with my life. I went to Bangor with KU, Tyla and Evan and we met Kristen, Mich, and Jaz up there. It was pretty fun. Me, Tyla, Evan and KU played a game.ha. Evan spilt shit all through the apartment, even before he started drinking. It was so funny. We all went to bed pretty early, but me and KU thought it would be fun to call a bunch of random people and we texted a few people as well. One of the texts I was slightly embarrassed about, but I meant every word of it. Haha, at least it wasn't a lie! (: The next day me and KU woke up at like 7 because Scott called her, and it was hot, and I was so umcomfortable, so we just got up. Then we came home! We were making pretty good timing and Evan comes up with this brainy idea that we should go through Chesterville on the way home, he claimed it would be quicker. Well, in the long run, we ended up adding about 10-15 minutes to our time because we didn't wear seatbelts...haha. Who would of thought, I got pulled over in fucking CHESTERVILLE!! They don't even have laws in Chesterville, let alone cops, but NOOO lucky me gets pulled over. It was kinda funny but I was pissed. The cop gave all of us written warnings for not wearing our seatbelts. What a prick, he could've just given us verbal ones or something. O well, its better than a ticket thats for fucking sure! This evening I had a surprise stalker drop in at my house. At first I wasn't sure if I REALLY wanted to see him or not, and now I'm so glad that he came by. It made me feel a lot better and helped me realize that we can be just friends. Not that thats what I exactly want but its definetly better than nothing. I made him a doodle, which was unreal. After tim left, I went over to Ray's house. We watched a wicked good movie called MOMENTUM. I think. haha. It was a good movie though! I miss hanging out with Ray. He even heated up pasta for me! Which was wicked good! Then he walked me to my car door, cuz I hate walking myself to my car, and I came home. I wore my seatbelt. ha. And now, its 12:30 and I'm sitting here, wishing I wasn't alone. I love sleeping with someone with me. And I don't mean like just sex, I mean I want like someone to fall asleep with and wake up at 4 am and say shit, we fell asleep. . if that makes any sense. My stalker person made a comment tonight about how I'd find the right person and so on...but it sucked coming from him. I'm still kinda disappointed that he felt we were moving to fast so just ended things. Its like ending something, that I thought was going good, because your scared of what might happen. Well, I guess there's no reason to analyze this, there's nothing that can be done now, and thats just the way it is. Good Night Bitches. . .
"She's smiling. Is she happy?
She looks happy. So, what does it matter?"
"Good afternoon, everyone.
We're flying at 26,000 feet, moving up to 30,000 feet,
and we've got clear skies all the way to Las Vegas.
Right now, we're bringing you some in-flight entertainment.
One of our first class passengers would like to sing you a song
inspired by one of our coach passengers.
And since we let our first class passengers do,
pretty much whatever they want,
here he is:" - Billy Idol
I wanna make you smile,
whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
Oh, all i wanna do, is grow old with you.
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches,
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
Oh, it could be so nice, growin' old with you.
I'll miss you, kiss you,
Give you my coat when you are cold,
need you, feed you.
I'll even let you hold the remote control.
Good movie, good song.
"She's smiling. Is she happy?
She looks happy. So, what does it matter?"
"Good afternoon, everyone.
We're flying at 26,000 feet, moving up to 30,000 feet,
and we've got clear skies all the way to Las Vegas.
Right now, we're bringing you some in-flight entertainment.
One of our first class passengers would like to sing you a song
inspired by one of our coach passengers.
And since we let our first class passengers do,
pretty much whatever they want,
here he is:" - Billy Idol
I wanna make you smile,
whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
Oh, all i wanna do, is grow old with you.
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches,
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
Oh, it could be so nice, growin' old with you.
I'll miss you, kiss you,
Give you my coat when you are cold,
need you, feed you.
I'll even let you hold the remote control.
Good movie, good song.