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im selling mario. its going to be so hard for me and i dont know how im going to handle watching someone drive away with him and knowing that i will probably never see him again.but i keep telling myself it will be better for the both of us.i have been getting so serious about paso showing lately that i never have time for him and i hate feeling like i am neglecting or ignoring him. i want to see him go to someone who will love him as much as i loved him, maybe not so serious about showing and will think of him more as a kid of there own rather than just a horse. i feel like i am being so stupid about this, i cried soo much today when some girl was looking at him, i was fighting back tears just telling her how great of a horse he is. but it will make me feel so much better when i see him go home with someone that i know will love him and he will love back.
im still keepin ransom, god i would DIE if i sold him. he is my freakin soul mate, i know it sounds retarded because he is a horse but i have been through so much with him, ever since i was nine years old. we have soo many memories good and bad. i think of him as my best friend and not just my horse.
but i am sooo excited about going horse shopping! my mom's expected price range was suprisingly higher then i was expecting and i think my mom is really getting into the whole paso show thing too. the other day i walked in her room and she was reading the equitation rule book haha. cathy and brittain are going to help me find a nice show horse. cathy and my mom think i def. need and dark tall paso to infesize my long legs in the show ring. i know for sure i am going to want a performance or fino horse. im kinda leaning towards a mare but im not trying to be too picky because its hard enough as it is too fing a paso that will be as tall as i need. im hoping to find one that isnt any older that 5 or 6 years and i know i dont want one of those "push button" horses that you get on and do nothing and they are perfect like MOST of the competion now days.
im still keepin ransom, god i would DIE if i sold him. he is my freakin soul mate, i know it sounds retarded because he is a horse but i have been through so much with him, ever since i was nine years old. we have soo many memories good and bad. i think of him as my best friend and not just my horse.
but i am sooo excited about going horse shopping! my mom's expected price range was suprisingly higher then i was expecting and i think my mom is really getting into the whole paso show thing too. the other day i walked in her room and she was reading the equitation rule book haha. cathy and brittain are going to help me find a nice show horse. cathy and my mom think i def. need and dark tall paso to infesize my long legs in the show ring. i know for sure i am going to want a performance or fino horse. im kinda leaning towards a mare but im not trying to be too picky because its hard enough as it is too fing a paso that will be as tall as i need. im hoping to find one that isnt any older that 5 or 6 years and i know i dont want one of those "push button" horses that you get on and do nothing and they are perfect like MOST of the competion now days.