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I was ment to get a call from my boss to be, Barry, from Ace plumbing, for another meeting of sorts on friday. It never came. So I tried calling him today and got his answer phone and left a message with both my contact numbers. He still hasn't called me back. Its got me slightly disgruntled to say the least. Maybe I'm reading too far into it as I usally do with things like this.
I believe I've turned over a new leaf in regards to my job. I haven't been late yet. I'm always early back from my breaks, and I've stopped making up excuses to not go to work. Without meaning to sound like a slut to K-Mart, It feels good to know your bosses/supervisors think highly of you.
Had a pritty good time Saturday night. Usual 'get drunk and go into town' routine, with the exception we drunk at Eryn's place instead of Gavin's. I went a bit strange after taking Courtney back to Eryns place to see how she was doing with Jesus. I guess I confused myself by pretending to be her boyfriend while she had some drunken skin head that was keen on her, because I diddn't remind myself that it WAS just an act. Disturbing how I easily I take things seriously. Now that I look back on it, I think the reason I felt so compelled to leave wasn't just the reason that I was re-awakend to the fact that She's got a boyfriend and I have no place telling her what to do in regards to her relationships. It was also the fact I felt embarast by how I'd acted towards her. I don't like people knowing what my intentions are unless I want them to. In this case, even I diddn't know what they were, they just kind of appeared and inbedded themselves in the situation, leaving me clueless.
I'm just going to ignore the issue completely next time, if there is a next time. No point in wasting thought and emotion on something thats not going to happen. Shes happy with her boyfriend, even if he is cheating scum.
Its just not my place.
I believe I've turned over a new leaf in regards to my job. I haven't been late yet. I'm always early back from my breaks, and I've stopped making up excuses to not go to work. Without meaning to sound like a slut to K-Mart, It feels good to know your bosses/supervisors think highly of you.
Had a pritty good time Saturday night. Usual 'get drunk and go into town' routine, with the exception we drunk at Eryn's place instead of Gavin's. I went a bit strange after taking Courtney back to Eryns place to see how she was doing with Jesus. I guess I confused myself by pretending to be her boyfriend while she had some drunken skin head that was keen on her, because I diddn't remind myself that it WAS just an act. Disturbing how I easily I take things seriously. Now that I look back on it, I think the reason I felt so compelled to leave wasn't just the reason that I was re-awakend to the fact that She's got a boyfriend and I have no place telling her what to do in regards to her relationships. It was also the fact I felt embarast by how I'd acted towards her. I don't like people knowing what my intentions are unless I want them to. In this case, even I diddn't know what they were, they just kind of appeared and inbedded themselves in the situation, leaving me clueless.
I'm just going to ignore the issue completely next time, if there is a next time. No point in wasting thought and emotion on something thats not going to happen. Shes happy with her boyfriend, even if he is cheating scum.
Its just not my place.