"Remember to tell her she is beautiful as the moon..."
Well... I'm not really sure what to type.
It feels like so much is happening, but its really not that much. Am I just feeling eager? About Friday and all, with Ren coming and us goin' to homecoming?
I dunno.
I've been feeling kinda torn lately. Thinking waaaaay too much. I've been having my elaborate day dreams that make my heart ache more often... Grrrr... help?
Maybe it's this stupid "Spirit Week" at school. To explain, tomorrow's "Disney Day" and I plan on being Peter Pan... Don't ask me why I didn't choose something else, I'm not sure. I mean, I love Peter Pan. He's wicked awesome and everyone I've talked to about it says so too. Plus, when I hear Disney, Peter Pan is the first thing I think about. (If none of you understand "Peter Pan" you can just ask I guess)
Blah, I just need to admit that I miss her.
*falls over and stares at ceiling*
I'm such a loser.
I guess holding everything back, trying to push it aside and acting like nothing is wrong, comes to a breaking point huh?
Can you say pathetic?
GAH! I hate this! It's so...! So... stupid!
I should be over this!
I almost want to hate her...
P-a-t-h-e-t-i-c.
It feels like so much is happening, but its really not that much. Am I just feeling eager? About Friday and all, with Ren coming and us goin' to homecoming?
I dunno.
I've been feeling kinda torn lately. Thinking waaaaay too much. I've been having my elaborate day dreams that make my heart ache more often... Grrrr... help?
Maybe it's this stupid "Spirit Week" at school. To explain, tomorrow's "Disney Day" and I plan on being Peter Pan... Don't ask me why I didn't choose something else, I'm not sure. I mean, I love Peter Pan. He's wicked awesome and everyone I've talked to about it says so too. Plus, when I hear Disney, Peter Pan is the first thing I think about. (If none of you understand "Peter Pan" you can just ask I guess)
Blah, I just need to admit that I miss her.
*falls over and stares at ceiling*
I'm such a loser.
I guess holding everything back, trying to push it aside and acting like nothing is wrong, comes to a breaking point huh?
Can you say pathetic?
GAH! I hate this! It's so...! So... stupid!
I should be over this!
I almost want to hate her...
P-a-t-h-e-t-i-c.