heavenly hellish weekend
well...
Humm alota drama shits been goin on, an ive been letting alot of it get to me, an i know i shouldnt have , cuz no matter how things turn out, ill get over it...
I guess the biggest fear i have about caring for anything, is losing it, and i need to learn that nothing is going to last forever, an people are ganna come in an out of my life just like that, an i need to learn to let go
well with that over an done with heres my weekend
Fri- Came here after school, found out ky was still grounded of some dumb shiz like that *DAMN HIS MOMA* yah so anyway it runined me an tams camping out plans :((, tam came home with me, after much lying around an basically doing nothing, we went an got my hair dye, EEEEEP i love my hair now! :D! it just needs to lighten up just a lil bit, but hey its ganna be all warmness out,so that means swimming!!! umm not alot happend, we watched porn..i think...
sat- sat around, until ky said his mom said we could come up, went to his hizzous, watched him skate, LOOKED AT MIDGET PORN!!!!AN LEZBIAN PORN!!!!! haha i love porn! i think its funny as hell, yah so basically we hung out....i got sorta mad over something stupid, but i cant stay mad at him.....>:O! damn him!j/k....lol...yah an umm...i got anally mollested by this steel pole thing, ohh an ky broke his neighbors water draining thingy ma bob doo hicky ma jig *haha i rock with names of objects* yah an none of this is in any order, an then my momster came an picked us up......came back here, did a whooollleeee lotta nothin, went to sleep
sun- in the morn i wasnt in a good mood at all, an i was just plain out bitchy to alotta people, including kyle...:/....yah so i didnt end up goin to some party thingy at his house, an i think he got mad, but i dunno i havent herd from him since like 1:00 yesterday :(...but whatever i guess.....so today tam invited me to go to her familys cookout thingy, an i was ganna go, but i didnt, so that leaves me to where iam now....BORED SHITLESS....
yah but ive been writing a whole lot, so thats the only glory to this depressed mood ive been in....but fuck it...nothings getting me down, school almost out, i just need to make it through, an then Helllllooo summer :D!
i need more friends...
Over and out
Tany
Humm alota drama shits been goin on, an ive been letting alot of it get to me, an i know i shouldnt have , cuz no matter how things turn out, ill get over it...
I guess the biggest fear i have about caring for anything, is losing it, and i need to learn that nothing is going to last forever, an people are ganna come in an out of my life just like that, an i need to learn to let go
well with that over an done with heres my weekend
Fri- Came here after school, found out ky was still grounded of some dumb shiz like that *DAMN HIS MOMA* yah so anyway it runined me an tams camping out plans :((, tam came home with me, after much lying around an basically doing nothing, we went an got my hair dye, EEEEEP i love my hair now! :D! it just needs to lighten up just a lil bit, but hey its ganna be all warmness out,so that means swimming!!! umm not alot happend, we watched porn..i think...
sat- sat around, until ky said his mom said we could come up, went to his hizzous, watched him skate, LOOKED AT MIDGET PORN!!!!AN LEZBIAN PORN!!!!! haha i love porn! i think its funny as hell, yah so basically we hung out....i got sorta mad over something stupid, but i cant stay mad at him.....>:O! damn him!j/k....lol...yah an umm...i got anally mollested by this steel pole thing, ohh an ky broke his neighbors water draining thingy ma bob doo hicky ma jig *haha i rock with names of objects* yah an none of this is in any order, an then my momster came an picked us up......came back here, did a whooollleeee lotta nothin, went to sleep
sun- in the morn i wasnt in a good mood at all, an i was just plain out bitchy to alotta people, including kyle...:/....yah so i didnt end up goin to some party thingy at his house, an i think he got mad, but i dunno i havent herd from him since like 1:00 yesterday :(...but whatever i guess.....so today tam invited me to go to her familys cookout thingy, an i was ganna go, but i didnt, so that leaves me to where iam now....BORED SHITLESS....
yah but ive been writing a whole lot, so thats the only glory to this depressed mood ive been in....but fuck it...nothings getting me down, school almost out, i just need to make it through, an then Helllllooo summer :D!
i need more friends...
Over and out
Tany