Jul 27, 2006 22:58
I had the worst day today.
Me and Henry were supposed to hang out together all day just me and him. And He spent an hour alone... the rest of the time he was either gone with his sister, or his friends were around..
Some special day, He doesn't seem to keep any of his promises, "Britt I'll cut back, I promise" Yeah.."Today's the last time I will see my friends"-that was said Last week.. "Britt please don't leave I'll change".. Still waiting...
I know I'm asking for a bit much but, I just don't want him to smoke pot and I want him to spend more time with me... I don't think it's fair how I'm carrying his baby, and his friends have minority over me..
His friends say they want him to do something like, buy a bunch of dope, he will. I ask him to stay home for a night, I get " Why?, I won't be out for long Britt please..." It's always an argument... He tries to get me to give in but I won't. I really want him to change. Since he's always pushing me to the edge, I'm starting to sound more and more like my mom...
Then after all that I had people trying to convince me to leave him, I know I may not be happy right now. But the last thing I'm going to do is walk out him.. He was always there for me -sort of- when I needed him the most, I'm not leaving him so don't mention it again...