LOVE
I wrote him an e-mail, but I never sent it...I just wish I could tell him:
How much he mean to me, and to thank him for coming into my life. He is something I never thought could exist for me. He is one of the best things that has happened in my life, and I don't regret being with him.
I have been through many relationships, but didn't really take them seriously. I was used and played by a guy who I really loved. So I decided to play guys the same way that guy once played me. I wasn't born a bitch, it's just a guy made me this way. Since then I have not taken chances with a guy. But he happened, he came into my life and stole my heart from the day I saw him.
At first I was confused, didn't really know what I wanted, I didn't know if I would want to take a chance again and actually take him seriously. So, I decided to come close to him as a friend and find out who he truly was and what he was like. He seemed cool, nice and funny some things I really liked in a guy. So I took a chance and got with him.
In the beginning, things didn't seem that well, I actually had my doubts about him. I wasn't sure he was actually taking me seriously. But, it was too late to look back; I had already fallen for him since the day I met him and I wasn't really looking forward to giving up too soon. I tried so hard to have him, I wasn't going to let him go so easily!
I knew from the moment he first kissed me, that I was either in for the love of my life or the worst heartbreak I could ever imagine. He took my breath away, literally. I was so caught up in him, the scent of him, the feel of his lips on mine, I forgot to breathe. I, in all these years, have never felt that way from a kiss. I think that if ever I were to kiss someone other than him, it would be the worst form of disappointment because I know that there is no one who could compare to when he kissed me.
Well, time has passed and I have discovered new things and a new me. He has truly changed me. Still, in a way, I'm scared 'cause I am actually growing a true feeling inside my heart which I just cant explain, but I know it's there waiting for him to come and uncover it. I truly don't know what his feelings are but I don't want to force him in telling me what he doesn't feel towards me. I would want to receive love and trust from him when he truly means it. All I ask from him is to show me he cares and not hide anything, to also have trust in me the way I do in him.
I want him to know how much I love him. We have been through so much these past months, but our love has always come out on top. He means so much to me and I want so much to make him as happy as he make me. Each passing day has me falling more in love with him. He can do the slightest thing and it warms me. Most of the time he doesn't even realize it. he is always in my thoughts and in my heart. I never knew that love could be so wonderful until I met him. He has given me a new perspective on so many things. I will always treasure our love and keep it safe.
I love You, Baby.
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How much he mean to me, and to thank him for coming into my life. He is something I never thought could exist for me. He is one of the best things that has happened in my life, and I don't regret being with him.
I have been through many relationships, but didn't really take them seriously. I was used and played by a guy who I really loved. So I decided to play guys the same way that guy once played me. I wasn't born a bitch, it's just a guy made me this way. Since then I have not taken chances with a guy. But he happened, he came into my life and stole my heart from the day I saw him.
At first I was confused, didn't really know what I wanted, I didn't know if I would want to take a chance again and actually take him seriously. So, I decided to come close to him as a friend and find out who he truly was and what he was like. He seemed cool, nice and funny some things I really liked in a guy. So I took a chance and got with him.
In the beginning, things didn't seem that well, I actually had my doubts about him. I wasn't sure he was actually taking me seriously. But, it was too late to look back; I had already fallen for him since the day I met him and I wasn't really looking forward to giving up too soon. I tried so hard to have him, I wasn't going to let him go so easily!
I knew from the moment he first kissed me, that I was either in for the love of my life or the worst heartbreak I could ever imagine. He took my breath away, literally. I was so caught up in him, the scent of him, the feel of his lips on mine, I forgot to breathe. I, in all these years, have never felt that way from a kiss. I think that if ever I were to kiss someone other than him, it would be the worst form of disappointment because I know that there is no one who could compare to when he kissed me.
Well, time has passed and I have discovered new things and a new me. He has truly changed me. Still, in a way, I'm scared 'cause I am actually growing a true feeling inside my heart which I just cant explain, but I know it's there waiting for him to come and uncover it. I truly don't know what his feelings are but I don't want to force him in telling me what he doesn't feel towards me. I would want to receive love and trust from him when he truly means it. All I ask from him is to show me he cares and not hide anything, to also have trust in me the way I do in him.
I want him to know how much I love him. We have been through so much these past months, but our love has always come out on top. He means so much to me and I want so much to make him as happy as he make me. Each passing day has me falling more in love with him. He can do the slightest thing and it warms me. Most of the time he doesn't even realize it. he is always in my thoughts and in my heart. I never knew that love could be so wonderful until I met him. He has given me a new perspective on so many things. I will always treasure our love and keep it safe.
I love You, Baby.
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3