Im Just...
Its saturday...Im sitting here by myself for now, and im happy.I cant even remember when i was this happy for so long.The past 2 or 3 weeks ive just been happy.I think i know why.As you all know i dont really like many girls. Im the pickiest person youll meet when it comes to that, but back when it was easy to find someone i did like i never liked just one person.Ive never experience that...until now.I dont really know exactly how i feel yet.I dont even know if i should be writing this all down, but no one is around to spill my feelings to.I think that i like Amy alot.Im just questioning how much.I think she likes me too.I dont know how much or if she even still does,but i dont really care.Well i say i dont care but i do a little i suppose.This is about how i feel though.Obviously it wouldnt work out if she didnt feel the same but lets forget about that for now.She makes me happy.When we hang out im just rapped up in it.Im not thinking about anything else.Like when you read a good book or something you get lost in it.That is what its like.There are some things that concern me at times about her.That doesnt really eat away at me though like i thought it would.Its all about who she is when shes around me and i really like that person.I didnt expect to get anything accomplished by writing this journal but it really feels good to let it out.Now about yesterday.......I had track.It was easy just 2 miles because of sectionals.I came home and brought luke with me.We went out to eat at Old Town Buffet with his mother and her b/f.It was fun.Then we went to wal-mart to see about buying a certain game.We couldnt find it, but i did see casey stull.I havent seen her in forever!I use to be close to her and seeing her just reminds me that i miss her.She was a good listener and could hold a conversation.She was with Brooke by the way.So after that me n luke came back to my house.We had some people over and we just played some taboo.It was pretty fun.Alot better than going out and getting wasted or something like im sure most highschool students were doing last night.I did enjoy myself though.Life is really looking up for me.Im enjoying myself,im happy,and im even getting some confidence back.I just cant wait to see where i am by the end of the school year.Let alone by the end of the summer.There are so many things im looking forward to.I am done spilling my thoughts though.Felt good!Later Days...