Food and Eating
I love food. I love good food and bad food. Raw almonds, sea weed, sesame oil, hostess cupcakes, tuna, salmon, wild rice, potato chips, flax seed, french fries, dates, figs, wine, beer, carrots grown organically. I am fat. I was made to believe that my love of food + fattness made me a bad person. I had an epiphany the other night. It is the other way around. The way people feel about the food I eat has more to do with my ingestion than actual nutritional need. Fuck you all that watch what goes in my mouth because you remember the cookies not the carrots, fuck you food companies that make it cheaper for me to eat processed white bread than whole wheat tortillas, and fuck you iceberg lettuce when field greens are 4x more expensive. Shove it. I decided to eat what I want, what my body wants, when it wants it.