Errr Friday
For everyone who wanted to know what was the beef between me and Justin... its alright now. Its a very very long story, but its okay now. I forgave him cause every guy deserves a 4th chance... I mean it was partly my fault too... well only to one person it was out of like 40 said it was partly my fault (jessica), but oh well. Its okay now. I was just so confused and felt so bad. I didn't want to lose the best thing that ever happened to me although he did make a mistake by going with that girl twice and never stopped talking about her. It just made me feel so bad, and he didn't realize how bad he hurt me until I told him I wanted to break up... Did I do the right thing by staying with him? I just want to know. I think he deserves another chance. I love him so much, I'm sorry like 60 people were like wondering what the heck I was doing and why we weren't talking and crap. I've told bits and pieces of the story, but no one knows the whole thing, so no one can understand why I did what I did. But we're still together. I mean its not going to be easy to forget what happened, but I'm really trying. Its just everytime I see that girl, it makes me feel so bad cause he told me he would go out with her and she is a lot prettier than me and I'm just a stupid nobody who everyone just thinks is happy all the time. But this thing cut to me real deep. It hurt me so bad I cried about it every night for the past 2 weeks. My parents weren't helping out at all. But thank you to all those who gave me advice... although all you said I should dump him, but I still think he needs one more chance. Sorry everyone.
Well... I am sick again. Everyone I know is sick. It sucks. We have no medicine either so I have to suck it up. My shins and feet are bruised and battered thanks to Jessica. Her and Travis have been coming over the past like 4 days playing soccer and I now know why they tell you to pad yourselfs up! Ha ha.
I have 2 tests to study for over the weekend. Oh yeah, and wondering why I got moved down from 1rst chair? Because I didn't count my rests and didn't get all the rhythms right as he wanted it. I'm happy though. I wanted 2nd chair, but 3rd isn't bad cause I'm still on first part no matter what.
The weekend I'm doing nothing now, because I'm sick. Oh well... I have stuff to do anyways. Ta ta! Drink your orange juice so you don't get sick!
Well... I am sick again. Everyone I know is sick. It sucks. We have no medicine either so I have to suck it up. My shins and feet are bruised and battered thanks to Jessica. Her and Travis have been coming over the past like 4 days playing soccer and I now know why they tell you to pad yourselfs up! Ha ha.
I have 2 tests to study for over the weekend. Oh yeah, and wondering why I got moved down from 1rst chair? Because I didn't count my rests and didn't get all the rhythms right as he wanted it. I'm happy though. I wanted 2nd chair, but 3rd isn't bad cause I'm still on first part no matter what.
The weekend I'm doing nothing now, because I'm sick. Oh well... I have stuff to do anyways. Ta ta! Drink your orange juice so you don't get sick!