I am very confused...
Today has been really boring. The babies were up all last night throwing up and my sister Lauren had it the other day. My mom was up all night so she has been sleeping all day, but thats okay cause she needs it. Rachael woke up around 2 so I was watching the babies for a while by myself. Steph stayed the night and I got 12 hours of sleep, so I'm happy.
I talked to Justin today. I'm a weird person. We've been talking about lately if we're still together for like 2 more years what we're gonna do when he goes to college and I'm stuck at school. We both said we don't want to separate, but I was thinking if we did for like a month this year and like see new people to see if we come back together or not. Cause if we separate for a month and see how long we can last and see if we should go back to each other, then we know that when he is gone, we won't grow apart. But he didn't want to do it and then I talked to him into doing it. But then after I said it I felt so bad and now we decided we aren't going to do it. I really can't imagine my life without him because he is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I want to know what everyone else thinks about this. Should we separate for a little while? People said we should and give it a try. Its logical, but I think it'll be hard and heartbreaking. I wouldn't want to see him with anyone else. What do you guys think? Post anything.
Anyways, last day of band camp was fun. We got let out early and we got pizza at our leadership meeting. My sister had to stay with me though cause afterwards me and Justin were going to the beach. My mom was talking about taking everyone to the beach since we were going and I was telling Rachael to fake sick so they would go home and she agreed. If my mom would've stayed she would've followed me and Justin around. We changed at the jiffy and we went to Fisherman's Net to eat. Then we went swimming for like 1 1/2 before it started to rain. After that we stayed inside the office at the store until my mom picked us up at 4:15. Then she dropped him off at his mom's work and I went home and cleaned and went to sleep around 11:10 or 11:15 cause I was so freaking tired. It was a great day though regardless yesterday.
School starts soon. I can't wait. I'm going shopping tomorrow in Jax and I need to get Justin his birthday gifts. His birthday is like in 11 days so I need to find something good. Any ideas? I got some, but I want more. Josh's party I heard was cancelled. I'm not glad, but I couldn't go today anyways cause of the babies.
Other than that its my dear Jesse's birthday tomorrow! Happy Birthday my slave! I love you and your mom! Bye everyone!
I talked to Justin today. I'm a weird person. We've been talking about lately if we're still together for like 2 more years what we're gonna do when he goes to college and I'm stuck at school. We both said we don't want to separate, but I was thinking if we did for like a month this year and like see new people to see if we come back together or not. Cause if we separate for a month and see how long we can last and see if we should go back to each other, then we know that when he is gone, we won't grow apart. But he didn't want to do it and then I talked to him into doing it. But then after I said it I felt so bad and now we decided we aren't going to do it. I really can't imagine my life without him because he is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I want to know what everyone else thinks about this. Should we separate for a little while? People said we should and give it a try. Its logical, but I think it'll be hard and heartbreaking. I wouldn't want to see him with anyone else. What do you guys think? Post anything.
Anyways, last day of band camp was fun. We got let out early and we got pizza at our leadership meeting. My sister had to stay with me though cause afterwards me and Justin were going to the beach. My mom was talking about taking everyone to the beach since we were going and I was telling Rachael to fake sick so they would go home and she agreed. If my mom would've stayed she would've followed me and Justin around. We changed at the jiffy and we went to Fisherman's Net to eat. Then we went swimming for like 1 1/2 before it started to rain. After that we stayed inside the office at the store until my mom picked us up at 4:15. Then she dropped him off at his mom's work and I went home and cleaned and went to sleep around 11:10 or 11:15 cause I was so freaking tired. It was a great day though regardless yesterday.
School starts soon. I can't wait. I'm going shopping tomorrow in Jax and I need to get Justin his birthday gifts. His birthday is like in 11 days so I need to find something good. Any ideas? I got some, but I want more. Josh's party I heard was cancelled. I'm not glad, but I couldn't go today anyways cause of the babies.
Other than that its my dear Jesse's birthday tomorrow! Happy Birthday my slave! I love you and your mom! Bye everyone!