Aug 25, 2004 02:28
Ok wow things are starting to change fast. People are leaving for school or whatever they are gona be doing in their life. im starting to actualy see the real side of some people. Some people that i never would of pictured being around end up being good friends. Other people who I thought I could be friends with end up being assholes and taking things too far.
The last week at work I have been seeing faces I thought I would never see again. People from school. People that see me at shows . People that have just been around in my life. I have been sitting here and watching people fade away Some people I have known for years are actualy leaving and I will miss some of them alot. Some other people who I thought I would never be realy good friends with are actualy hangen around me alot more. Some other people are just changing and im not as fond of them also.
I dont realy know what is going to be happing with me in the next few weeks. Like I said things in my life are changing. When the summer started we were partying to much and just haven fun. Now I spend my time studying more then I ever did during earlier school years. For the last few weeks I have felt sick but tonight for the first time I feel healthy and good again. I have started to eat rite and excersise almost more than I did before the accident. I feel great. I am having a goodtime with friends and im starting to straighten my life out. I will miss the people I have lost and the people that have gone away in my life but as for now I am trying to make the best of what I have. Maybe things will turn out for the better.