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I'm ill and i hate it so much. I have some over the top cold which some how effects my ability to stand, so much so that my legs gave way today at the school open evening (during my break) and one of the teachers thought that i fainted or something, it makes no sense. However in other news i am now in year 11 and that means it is my short year and i have to start looking into post 16 places in a few weeks time. But i've known where i was going to go since year 7 so that will make my job a little easier. However i don't know what courses i am going to take, i'll just have to think about it, i'm thinking about taking media studies and human biology but i don't know what else i what to do.
I am currently very annoyed with my mum, this being because she can't make her bloody mind up! One minute she's saying that i'm anorexic and the next she is saying that i am putting weight on and should eat less. WTF? Yes i know that i am a bit underweight, i was told in a PE lesson when i was weighed for my coursework and now i have people saying that i don't eat and that i do that thing when you throw up whatever you eat..bulimia?, but i really struggle to put weight on, i only seem to loose it no matter what i eat or do. Most people would say that the fact that i struggle to put on weight is a good thing but it really isn't because i keep loosing weight. I think it has to be most annoying in terms of my clothes, i buy them and they fit perfectly and about two weeks later they're are starting to feel loose...well at least that the case with any trousers, jeans or shorts i get. Another annoying thing about it is teachers bugging me about it, it just gives them another thing to fuss about, At first it was possible depression, then it was being too pale (i'm just naturally pale! Jeez) and then my PE teacher (who is also my tutor groups teacher) has been asking questions about my diet after noticing that my school blazer practically swallows me up but seriously i had no choice with that sodding blazer, i had to get one 6 inchs to big so the sleves would fit!...Sorry the people who read this must get really annoyed with my constant rants but to be honest nothing much really happens in my life worth writing about so i just use this Livejournal as my own personal rant box. I should really try to do a happy post though, maybe when i'm not so ill...
- Hayley
I am currently very annoyed with my mum, this being because she can't make her bloody mind up! One minute she's saying that i'm anorexic and the next she is saying that i am putting weight on and should eat less. WTF? Yes i know that i am a bit underweight, i was told in a PE lesson when i was weighed for my coursework and now i have people saying that i don't eat and that i do that thing when you throw up whatever you eat..bulimia?, but i really struggle to put weight on, i only seem to loose it no matter what i eat or do. Most people would say that the fact that i struggle to put on weight is a good thing but it really isn't because i keep loosing weight. I think it has to be most annoying in terms of my clothes, i buy them and they fit perfectly and about two weeks later they're are starting to feel loose...well at least that the case with any trousers, jeans or shorts i get. Another annoying thing about it is teachers bugging me about it, it just gives them another thing to fuss about, At first it was possible depression, then it was being too pale (i'm just naturally pale! Jeez) and then my PE teacher (who is also my tutor groups teacher) has been asking questions about my diet after noticing that my school blazer practically swallows me up but seriously i had no choice with that sodding blazer, i had to get one 6 inchs to big so the sleves would fit!...Sorry the people who read this must get really annoyed with my constant rants but to be honest nothing much really happens in my life worth writing about so i just use this Livejournal as my own personal rant box. I should really try to do a happy post though, maybe when i'm not so ill...
- Hayley