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so today im going to the doctors. iwent last monday and as it turns out, it looks like im suffering from depression. im going to see the counsellor and then when i see the doctor wel discuss if carrying on with counselling will work or if i'll need medication. to be honest im pretty releived because now at least i know there is a reason for all the irrational things i think and for how paranoid i am all the time. its been such a tough year for me, i drove my best friend away and things with my boyfriend have been hard but at least now i know there is a reason for it.