twelve.
soooo last night i got kicked out of my house
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i told my mom i was sick of her always being disappointed in me and always feeling like shit when i come home because she finds EVERYTHING wrong with ANYTHING i do... so i said "i can't live with someone who always makes me feel like shit" and she said, "fine, pack your bags, and go live with your father" so i did and i got there and dodi made me feel like a piece of shit, she was like "ha, all that stuff is going right back in your car" and i was like wow, way to make me feel better when im bawling.. anyway so i talked to my sister and they made me come home to my mom's and then we had a huge fight and basically decided that if things aren't better by the time i come home from canada, that im moving in with my dad. SUPER
and to anyone that cares:
POSITIVES
+i found my camera
+canada is in 8 days
+erin is part of the toby's crew, and so is jim.. whatsup nuccas we're taking over!!!
+went tanning with erin and diandra so i can be tan in canada+have a good base before florida for spring break, so im getting that little heart on my hip tanner and tanner every wednesday+saturday
++++ i have the best friends everrrrr
NEGATIVES
-he keeps calling me. it kills me everytime i hear his ringtone, because i want to answer it so bad, but i know if i do it will break my heart all over again
p.s. found camera=new webshots soon
i can't go on not loving you....
................hayleyjane*