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summer is definitely winding down now, and it's 8 days shy of being over.
i said goodbye to my best friend yesterday. she cried, which made me cry. and it was then that it hit me: she saved my life this summer. she always lent a shoulder to cry on, counseled me through ALL of the hell i endured during my freshman year...and spent hours with me just to prevent me from feeling bored or lonely. i am truly blessed to have such a best friend. and to think...she doesn't know what she would do without ME.
actually, i've realized so many people have pitched in to save my life this summer. brittany and jessie kate have also counseled me, and helped me remember so many things i had forgotten about myself. merely being in the presence of these dear friends has helped heal me, and gotten me to this point of genuine contentment.
and work...they're my family now. it's so odd how it all happened, and each and every person has blessed my life in some way. it breaks my heart to leave them all, and just terminate this life i've established there. again, work and all of the amazing people there saved my life.
i am more content than i have ever been. i am so happy with myself, and immensely proud of everything i have accomplished this summer.
i'm anxious about going back, but prepared nonetheless. of course i don't want to leave, and would even debate staying if i could continue the way i live now. but i know that's not possible, so i'm ready to go back to Gdubb and start this new chapter in my life. i'm ready for any and everything this time...and i know it's all going to be okay.
i think that's the most comforting feeling: losing your worries and knowing everything is going to be okay.
i've gained so much, learned so much...and just feel so fulfilled.
thank you, everyone. i love and appreciate you more than you will ever know. i'll miss you everyday.
i said goodbye to my best friend yesterday. she cried, which made me cry. and it was then that it hit me: she saved my life this summer. she always lent a shoulder to cry on, counseled me through ALL of the hell i endured during my freshman year...and spent hours with me just to prevent me from feeling bored or lonely. i am truly blessed to have such a best friend. and to think...she doesn't know what she would do without ME.
actually, i've realized so many people have pitched in to save my life this summer. brittany and jessie kate have also counseled me, and helped me remember so many things i had forgotten about myself. merely being in the presence of these dear friends has helped heal me, and gotten me to this point of genuine contentment.
and work...they're my family now. it's so odd how it all happened, and each and every person has blessed my life in some way. it breaks my heart to leave them all, and just terminate this life i've established there. again, work and all of the amazing people there saved my life.
i am more content than i have ever been. i am so happy with myself, and immensely proud of everything i have accomplished this summer.
i'm anxious about going back, but prepared nonetheless. of course i don't want to leave, and would even debate staying if i could continue the way i live now. but i know that's not possible, so i'm ready to go back to Gdubb and start this new chapter in my life. i'm ready for any and everything this time...and i know it's all going to be okay.
i think that's the most comforting feeling: losing your worries and knowing everything is going to be okay.
i've gained so much, learned so much...and just feel so fulfilled.
thank you, everyone. i love and appreciate you more than you will ever know. i'll miss you everyday.