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I keep feeling this emotional pain today.
The kind that tightens in your chest that you just want to tear out. The kind of helpless heartache that you feel when you get dumped by someone.
Except I'm not heartbroken. I'm not even sad. But I'm wailing and crying and I feel sad.
And Ian has been so supportive and my friends have been coming over to watch me and I don't know that I can cope with this.
Something so out of my control.
That I want. But is proving to be a challenge.
The kind that tightens in your chest that you just want to tear out. The kind of helpless heartache that you feel when you get dumped by someone.
Except I'm not heartbroken. I'm not even sad. But I'm wailing and crying and I feel sad.
And Ian has been so supportive and my friends have been coming over to watch me and I don't know that I can cope with this.
Something so out of my control.
That I want. But is proving to be a challenge.