Oct 01, 2004 00:59
from my sisters journal:
My mom and I were talking at dinner tonight about the whole Nick and Kayla thing last night, and then we started to cry thinking about how sad it is. She also told me about how at the nursing home last night she was feeding this lady through the tube becuase when she was 18( now she is about 30) she got in a huge car crash and got a bad head ingury. She can't even talk or eat right, or move for that matter. And my mom was looking at her wall beacuse she has this quilt on it and there is a note that says something like this "I used to make Beth(the ladies name that is around 30) clothes all the time, and since she got in her crash I really couldn't, so I took all of her old clothes and sewed them into a blanket and a quilt for the wall, so you realize that these clothes were worn by a happy little girl at one time, not the girl that is laying in the bed." And when she said that I wanted to cry thinking about it, and what it is like to lose someone like that. Beth also has tons of pictures of her brothers and sisters getting married and it's terrible to think that she doesn't even know who those people are and what is going on with them. It just makes me think and realize how lucky I am to have what I have. So...I guess my real question is...
-If I were in a conditon like Beth or anyone else who is parilized or can't think right, would you pull the plug keeping me alive just so i can be a better place with God? I sure hope you would...