that big night...

[hayesy_kitty]

now, if last night wasn't the most ridiculous night of all time, i don't what was. all of us were under the impression from the beginning that the show was gonna be great - until, long after show started, we found out the tape player did not work. it was so unbelievable i just wanted to KILL myself! it's too bad we didn't figure it out ahead of time, and i wish that i would've done something, i don't mean to blame myself, but i really could've checked it out, i wasn't doing anything else. it was so stressful. it was embarrassing to pretty much all of us when we had to stall a number of times just to get things working again after they got screwed up. it really kinda sucked when we had to use a radio sitting on a box which made it look like karaoke with no words. but it still worked out and i had SO much fun. i seriously wish i could do it all over again. alex did awesome and i loved every second of her being up there. she looked so beautyful. it felt good to just forget about all the troubles of the night and just let it all out. i really wish alex and i could've done the duet, and we could've, but we didn't wanna even try at auditions for obvious reasons. but now we're wishing we would've. next year we're trying it for sure. i was looking forward to this talent show since the beginning of the year, and no way did i expect anything like that to happen at all. i don't know who did, but i'm jsut saying. the last 2 that i attended, nothing that bad ever happened. it was retarded. despite all the bullcrap, i was so happy to be there last night, and after the show FINALLY ended, all my fam was there, including danny danny and i was so excited!!!!! i didn't even think he would come. i showed him to a bunch of people and of course they loved him too. my family made me feel like a star and you know what? that feels like heaven. hehe. afterwards, we went home for a little while and then i went with janine and chad to logan's and chad and i both got a cheeseburger and it was delicious. becky met us there and i accidentally dropped her purse on the floor and i felt bad.

i got a letter from GVSU today from when i went to that career fair a couple weeks ago when bill steffen wouldn't stop talking so that i could leave. i only wanted his autograph. that's really exciting cos they gave me brochures about history and teaching and it's so awesome!!! i need to make a "personal visit" there soon. that would be sweet.

i think i'm gonna drive janine around today. hope she isn't drunk. haha. she mentioned it last night so i think i will. if she comes home. that should be FUN. mother's day is tomorrow. have mercy. maybe we'll go to russ's. er somethin. we will see. i'm taking off now.