i may be screwing my life up for the worse and the long run

[hayesrz]

so last monday i to an orthopedic doctor about my knee and wrists. wrists frist... i have carpal tunneling and this doctor had never seen it in a kid. anywho- when i sleep and go biking i have to wear wrist braces on each wrist. cuz my hands and arms go numb when their bent, anywho- the part where i'm messing up my life... the doctor told me not to run... yep theres nothing wrong with my knee excpet for a sore IT band a very comman injury, but no running for like six weeks and therapy. well i said (to myself) screw it and i'm still running in secert, cuz lets see crosscountry starts in six weeks and theres not one way in hell i'm not gonna train. so i may ust be screwing myself, but i'm only running 12 miles a week, everyother day, so what the hell. thursday i go to iowa for reganiols. it should be fun. nationals is in like 3 weekes. so thats about it. got my homecoming dress. a little early i know, but i got it in Illinos for $20!!!!!!!! yep, it's black, fitted and strapless, but i'm attaching colored straps.
love yourself and rember...

cross country runners do it longer