Sep 18, 2008 13:47
all i saw tonight was a purple blanket filled with stars and satellites
on a dark road
that no one loves except for me
this is me breathing
taking in red christmas lights on the right side
a half broken softball sized moon behind my feet
and headlights
popping up over the hill and shinning in front of me
this is w 1700 pecos road on top of a symbolicly red stop sign with my body falling flat on a cement sidewalk
brain functioning with no worries in sight
and nothing but the feeling of being all alone
in store
being all alone is not the end of the world
i am glad i found this out
and that I won't have to live with this fear my whole life
as for the rest of life...
where everyone seems busy
and I don't - laughing
i think some of this is true
and the rest is a figment of my imagination
my down time is enjoying ducks crossing the street
what is yours?
my cell phone is a leash
and I am the dog
always checking it and hoping someone will call me
i don't want this
or to have to check my email every day
all of the time
I just want to be the me I can be
and this is the one who lets go of all of the superficial "things" in my life
profanity makes this list ... it is a habit like none other ... it is the root of negativity
that kills my imagination and leaves me with the mark of being boring and mundane
push me over - i dare you
make me run - you will beat me
tell me there are blueberries in the fridge and try to beat me to the kitchen - you will loose my friend - ha ha ha
play bittersweet symphony - i think that is me sometimes :)
hej hej
love me,
Dj
oh yeahhhhh
i love my brother to death :)
this i will never doubt, ever