Reflection...
... Don't you hate it when you go out for the night, get stupid drunk, and then the next few days after you have flash backs of things you did?!
Well these past few days have been full of them and it's driving me mad. I think I have to make the decision to just limit myself when I am out so I don't get into the state I was this weekend, get attacked and so on.... I am sure it could of all been avoided if I hadn't been so drunk.
Don't get me wrong - I will still be getting wrecked but when I am only with trusted friends and in a place I know alot better. Grr!
I went into work this evening as I am rota'd in and it was soooooooo boring. I like to keep busy and not have time to think and for a 3hr shift I worked less than an hour all together even though I should still get paid the full 3hours. After I got home I cooked me and Dan a gorgeous meal - Spag Bol and to be fair I did pretty well - yummy!
Me and Dan have been throwing off some idea's for my birthday and being it's on a Saturday I have to do something big so we have come up with a typical "gay British" place - Blackpool. I haven't been since I was a kid and would really like a fun packed weekend with my friends getting absolutely wasted (but not TO wasted!!).... with lots of drinks, drugs and umm.... fish and chips! haha
Tomorrow my day should be spent in the bank, gym and then work so pretty busy day.
Hope all are well... Mwah!
xxx
Well these past few days have been full of them and it's driving me mad. I think I have to make the decision to just limit myself when I am out so I don't get into the state I was this weekend, get attacked and so on.... I am sure it could of all been avoided if I hadn't been so drunk.
Don't get me wrong - I will still be getting wrecked but when I am only with trusted friends and in a place I know alot better. Grr!
I went into work this evening as I am rota'd in and it was soooooooo boring. I like to keep busy and not have time to think and for a 3hr shift I worked less than an hour all together even though I should still get paid the full 3hours. After I got home I cooked me and Dan a gorgeous meal - Spag Bol and to be fair I did pretty well - yummy!
Me and Dan have been throwing off some idea's for my birthday and being it's on a Saturday I have to do something big so we have come up with a typical "gay British" place - Blackpool. I haven't been since I was a kid and would really like a fun packed weekend with my friends getting absolutely wasted (but not TO wasted!!).... with lots of drinks, drugs and umm.... fish and chips! haha
Tomorrow my day should be spent in the bank, gym and then work so pretty busy day.
Hope all are well... Mwah!
xxx