Umm...
...No updates for a few days and that's because I have had an active weekend, well - active Saturday anyways! I went to work as normal, finished as quickly as possible and then met up with Rob for a few drinks. It was fab! I'm not sure how many drinks I had but I was pretty merry. Saturday night I was invited around to Rob's for drinks, food and a few games. Me, Rob, his Mum, Uncle and Phil all ended up playing "Bullseye" and "Scene-It" (Some movie game)..... Of course I was completely and utterly crap - you have to bare in mind I had been drinking since 2pm!!! haha Well, that's my excuse anyway.
The whole night was very enjoyable... and after Rob's mum and uncle left - me and Phil and Rob had some very interesting discussions... including relationships for which I was pretty much mute. I can't honestly say I have had a proper decent relationship but it did get me thinking about whether a relationship is something I need?!
I spoke to a friend the next day about it and he said something to me which made so much sense - "Can I be honest? (yes) How can you expect someone to like you for you if your not happy with you??" - He was so right! I guess it's something to work on over the next few months..... and then after New Year I will start to look for more than just mates. I've probably said this many times in previous post's but after my friends comment it all makes sense now.
Sunday I basically spent the whole day in bed... I was absolutely shattered from the night and the drinking. Monday and today I just worked. The new area I am doing is going alright - I'm really getting used to it quick! :)
I'm working tomorrow and I think it's going to rain... Oh well. Hope all are well. xx