Meaghan

[hayden12567]

I dont know what is going on between us... I miss you... and I pulled away when we started getting close again cause I didnt know if I couldnt handle all of that... not all at once. Having you in my life is something that Ive waited for... something I fought for... something I never thought I would have again and I am so greatful and I dont wanna take it for granted!

So I am asking you to do the same... and Im not saying that you are... But I dont wanna lose you again... I dont wanna miss you again...I dont wanna feel the things I felt before cause I didnt think I was gonna recover and I dont know how I did... Im not ever sure if I fully have....

I dont know if I could say this to you... I dont know if you'll ever read this... but if you do promise me all this... promise me you'll stay and not let anything tear us apart... promise me that you wont leave me... no matter what...

I wanna give you my heart again... but there isnt much left of it from the little I held onto... and I was hoping that you still had the other half of it...

"I Miss you... I miss you so bad...
I dont forget you... oh its so sad...
I hope you can hear me... Cause I remember it clearly...
The day you slipped away...
Was the day I found it wont be same..."

- Hayden