Bored Games
Well... not alot has changed. I find it amazing that no matter what changes you make in your life you will always find yourself in the same situations... with different faces and locations to make it seem likes its a different adventure... but its always the same games with just new players.
The band heard back from the guy at Atlantic Records and he wants some live footage and a few digital tracks so that he can mix the songs himself and send it to the head of the record company and we will be looked at. It took us 3 years and we finally got a chance to get noticed by a record company... hopefully they will like us and will sign us.
My x gf and I are trying to survive being around eachother more often... the baby is due in December and it gets closer and closer... and the closer we get the more unprepared I am and realize that Im not ready for the title of FATHER or the responsibilities that come with it. It's tough but we went to the doctors the other day and things went well. She always has something mean to say to me when ever she is leaving... the last word was always the most important word to her... and maybe thats why we arent together anymore...
My brother-in-law James left my sister Annie and moved to New Jersey. He also left my nephew here. At night, sometimes he cries out and askes where his daddy is... makes me almost wanna cry everytime I hear it.... As for my dad went out of town again. Seems like has barely been here. He was in Germany a week ago and now he is up visiting my sister and grandparents in Tennessee and Indiana... He gets back in a few days. So things around the house have been intersting. My sister, her son, and myself have been trying to get by with the little bits of money and food we have and trying to help eachother out.
I met a girl named Kim at a party. She seemed really nice and she got my # and called me the next day and we talked. She was moving to Lousiana at the end of that week and was gonna stay there for 6 months to a year and after we hung out a few times that week before she left she decided that she wasnt gonna stay there long... only a month or so and then come back and we would talk about dating. Well... its almost been a month and she is working on getting everything together so she can come back by next week but she isnt sure... but she is gonna try...
Some entries ago I said something about a girl that wanted to kiss me... well she wanted to kiss me again and now she says she is really serious about liking me. She and I have always kinda liked eachother for almost 2 years now, but things kept ending up to where she or I was with someone and we could never hook up. And here I am talking to someone about hooking up with them and she comes back into my life.
My mother told me once that "The key to failure is trying to please everyone, especially at the same time"...
....I sure do miss her alot...
- Hayden
The band heard back from the guy at Atlantic Records and he wants some live footage and a few digital tracks so that he can mix the songs himself and send it to the head of the record company and we will be looked at. It took us 3 years and we finally got a chance to get noticed by a record company... hopefully they will like us and will sign us.
My x gf and I are trying to survive being around eachother more often... the baby is due in December and it gets closer and closer... and the closer we get the more unprepared I am and realize that Im not ready for the title of FATHER or the responsibilities that come with it. It's tough but we went to the doctors the other day and things went well. She always has something mean to say to me when ever she is leaving... the last word was always the most important word to her... and maybe thats why we arent together anymore...
My brother-in-law James left my sister Annie and moved to New Jersey. He also left my nephew here. At night, sometimes he cries out and askes where his daddy is... makes me almost wanna cry everytime I hear it.... As for my dad went out of town again. Seems like has barely been here. He was in Germany a week ago and now he is up visiting my sister and grandparents in Tennessee and Indiana... He gets back in a few days. So things around the house have been intersting. My sister, her son, and myself have been trying to get by with the little bits of money and food we have and trying to help eachother out.
I met a girl named Kim at a party. She seemed really nice and she got my # and called me the next day and we talked. She was moving to Lousiana at the end of that week and was gonna stay there for 6 months to a year and after we hung out a few times that week before she left she decided that she wasnt gonna stay there long... only a month or so and then come back and we would talk about dating. Well... its almost been a month and she is working on getting everything together so she can come back by next week but she isnt sure... but she is gonna try...
Some entries ago I said something about a girl that wanted to kiss me... well she wanted to kiss me again and now she says she is really serious about liking me. She and I have always kinda liked eachother for almost 2 years now, but things kept ending up to where she or I was with someone and we could never hook up. And here I am talking to someone about hooking up with them and she comes back into my life.
My mother told me once that "The key to failure is trying to please everyone, especially at the same time"...
....I sure do miss her alot...
- Hayden