Words to the Pillow

[hayai_dragonfly]

The tears come and there's nothing I can do
This hopeless feeling is overwhelming
And in my head I beg you to stay on the phone
But I have no words for you
Our speech melts into silence
And you try
An apology is always on my lips
Its not your fault
Its not your fault
Its your nature

Your lips, my cheek
My cold heart can't yeild
Although it wants to
Throw itself into your arms
And cling to you
With no sign of release
A prisoner of war
Behind bars of confusion

You don't understand
But its not your fault
Expectations are deadly
Making them is
Writing a final suicide note
To your thoughts

Do I expect too much
Or am I right
Its not your fault
Its not your fault
Its you nature
And I'm sorry