final hours and goodbyes
so this is it. in two hours i'll be on my way to Iowa, to start my new life. i dont know what to feel right now. i'm happy, excited, sad and heart broken. i never though i'd leave DP and i thought i'd always be with my friends. sounds stupid i know. the car ride there's gonna be tough and weird. i just wish i could have this summer back. to be completely honest, i am a little scared and nervous. im afraid of drifting away from my friends. i shouldnt really worry cuz i have like the greatest friends and this whole thing will seperate my true friends from my acquantances i suppose. i really wish i was doing marching band this year. this is the first year since the 2nd grade where i have no music stuff. shit even then i had music like twice a week.
i'll try to use this more often when i get to iowa. i dont know how many of you still use lj. i think its all about myspace and facebook now.
well take care you guys. i'll be back in two weeks for the long weekend
i'll try to use this more often when i get to iowa. i dont know how many of you still use lj. i think its all about myspace and facebook now.
well take care you guys. i'll be back in two weeks for the long weekend