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I haven't posted anything here for a while, but there has been some things on my mind.
I'm on a path to go further with my gaming. I want to travel and go to expos and play games there. I want to have more of a following online, on YouTube, etc... My skills are legit, just ask any of my friends, ask the Seattle Retro Gamers group that I'm in, ask the local game stores I walk in to, and ask other people who know of me. Currently I am a world record holder of multiple games. I'm the first and only world recorder holder for the 1992 Super Nintendo Campus Challenge. Hell I might even be one of the best retro gamers Seattle, or even the state of Washington has to offer. I have won or placed high in many local gaming tournaments and multi game arcade competitions. I'm pretty sure I've established who I am and what I'm about.
I want more though. I feel like it's not enough. I have to go out of state to have people know who I am. Hell I'm buddies with a guy who was actually in the 2015 Nintendo World Championships. He lives in the mid states. He's met me once in person and even he and some other of his friends know what I bring to the table. I want to go to California and compete against some of the best retro gamers around. I want to go to Texas and show them how easy level 3 on Battletoads really is. I want to go to Arizona and show them who is the most dominant gamer on the competition games from Washington. (1990 NWC, 1991 NCC, 1992 SNCC etc...) I want to have everyone notice who I am.
On an unrelated topic, I don't know what I'm going to do about my dating life, or lack thereof. There's nobody I'm truly interested in who's truly interested in me. Sure I have sexual partners, and that's great and all. But the fact that I don't really have female companion, who I'm in love with, that can be my support for my gaming escapades. But heaven forbid I come across a woman who has an interest in gaming like I do, and is single! I just don't know what to do anymore about this. I'm ready to date, I'm happier than I was a year or two or three ago.
Honestly though, I'm kinda torn whether I want a real relationship or if I want to keep fucking around. It's fun don't get me wrong and I enjoy it. At the same time, I want that kind of fun and say that that girl is mine. I'm optimistic about a lady coming around, but at the same time, it's not happening fast enough.
I'm on a path to go further with my gaming. I want to travel and go to expos and play games there. I want to have more of a following online, on YouTube, etc... My skills are legit, just ask any of my friends, ask the Seattle Retro Gamers group that I'm in, ask the local game stores I walk in to, and ask other people who know of me. Currently I am a world record holder of multiple games. I'm the first and only world recorder holder for the 1992 Super Nintendo Campus Challenge. Hell I might even be one of the best retro gamers Seattle, or even the state of Washington has to offer. I have won or placed high in many local gaming tournaments and multi game arcade competitions. I'm pretty sure I've established who I am and what I'm about.
I want more though. I feel like it's not enough. I have to go out of state to have people know who I am. Hell I'm buddies with a guy who was actually in the 2015 Nintendo World Championships. He lives in the mid states. He's met me once in person and even he and some other of his friends know what I bring to the table. I want to go to California and compete against some of the best retro gamers around. I want to go to Texas and show them how easy level 3 on Battletoads really is. I want to go to Arizona and show them who is the most dominant gamer on the competition games from Washington. (1990 NWC, 1991 NCC, 1992 SNCC etc...) I want to have everyone notice who I am.
On an unrelated topic, I don't know what I'm going to do about my dating life, or lack thereof. There's nobody I'm truly interested in who's truly interested in me. Sure I have sexual partners, and that's great and all. But the fact that I don't really have female companion, who I'm in love with, that can be my support for my gaming escapades. But heaven forbid I come across a woman who has an interest in gaming like I do, and is single! I just don't know what to do anymore about this. I'm ready to date, I'm happier than I was a year or two or three ago.
Honestly though, I'm kinda torn whether I want a real relationship or if I want to keep fucking around. It's fun don't get me wrong and I enjoy it. At the same time, I want that kind of fun and say that that girl is mine. I'm optimistic about a lady coming around, but at the same time, it's not happening fast enough.